Chapter Fifteen:

Hope for Faede; Quest for a Silver Cahlot’s blood

 

          Altaire, Cadillac, and Jonah all walked into the room they’d left Faede and Marium in moments earlier. They all wore withered, tired expressions, like they’d been told some extremely bad news. They noticed Marium and Faede, unconscious like they’d left them, but they were holding each other. Cadillac groaned inwardly, this must’ve been torture to Altaire, to see this. So he did the only thing he could think of. He covered for Marium. “Ah, um, well, Altaire, you know, Marium is a very restless sleeper, she must’ve smacked Faede around a bit in her state and then fallen asleep like that.”

          Altaire glanced down at his short, squirrel-like friend, eyes covered with his bangs, as always. But Cadillac could still see the odd expression there. It was like… losing hope. Or like he knew Cadillac was humoring him. “She should know what the doctor told us.”

          Jonah nodded in agreement, and then glanced expectantly at Cadillac. “Well?”

          “What?” Cadillac asked, dumbly.

          “Wake her up!” Jonah exclaimed, exasperatedly. Cadillac grumpily waddled over to the bed.

          “I don’t see why I always get stuck with the hard chores. Why don’t you wake her up, Jonah? Or you, Altaire? Are you scared of her wrath?” he spat, more to himself than the others. He reached out a hand, hesitantly, then shook Marium, gruffly. The priestess moaned, quietly, and shivered in pain.

          Almost as if he heard her in his sleep, Faede pulled her closer to him, and let out a soft snort like breath. Cadillac grimaced, and shook her again. This time she opened one eye, and glared up at the midget squirrel mage.

          “No respect I tell you. I don’t get any of the stuff.” Marium sighed, then tried to sit up, only to get pulled back down by the sleeping Faede. “Ack!”

          Cadillac blinked in surprise, and grabbed her by the hands. He tried to tug her out of Faede’s grip, but they failed. “Dang, he’s got you in a vise grip, Marium!”

          “I know, stop pulling so hard, he’s choking me!” she gasped out, making Cadillac let her hands go. She was wrenched back down to the bed, by the sleeping Faede. “Since he’s finally sleeping, I can’t very well wake him up.”

          Cadillac nodded, then plopped down in a chair next to the bed. “Marium, I’m afraid we have some bad news. Um… you tell her, Jonah.”

          Jonah looked up, startled at the turn of events. Cadillac snickered as Jonah stuttered, trying to say what the doctor had told them. Altaire finally got fed up, and stood up, abruptly.

          “Ahem.” “Marium, the doctor said that Faede is under great strain from his power and possibly some situation that he was troubled with in the past. After many years of this stress building up on his body… Marium, he doesn’t have long to live.”

          Marium was so astonished at this that she jerked up, out of Faede’s grip. Her hand flew to her mouth, and she stifled a gasp. “C-Cadillac… I can feel the pain he’s feeling. What does this mean… what will happen when he… if he does die?”

          Cadillac, obviously shocked at hearing this, took Marium by the hand and led her out into the hall. “Marium, you can feel his pain? But… it usually takes a blood tie between two reluctant people… years, before they reach that stage!”

          The priestess blushed, but remained silent. Cadillac understood. “Well, we’d better get started on trying to find the cure-potion’s ingredients, because if we don’t… you’ll probably die with him.”

 

          Marium laid on the bed next to Faede, and the other three shared the second bed with each other. If Faede woke up and found one of the men laying next to him, he’d probably have a fit. But he wasn’t in any shape to be separated from Marium, so that was how it should be.

          Long after everyone lay asleep, Marium stay in a resting position, staring up at the ceiling. Finally, she turned her gaze to Faede. He looked so weak, yet so strong. It was funny hearing herself think that, but Marium knew it was true. She couldn’t think of anyone with more willpower. He wanted so bad to keep her safe that it was almost overwhelming in its intensity. Even Altaire hadn’t had that kind of feeling for her. Or, if he had, it wasn’t obvious.

          A strained voice whispered through the air next to Marium. “What did the doctor say, Marium?”

          “Oh. You’re awake, Faede? Did I wake you? I’m so sorry.” She mumbled, absentmindedly. Faede’s eyes penetrated her vision and forced her to look away, tears misting in her eyes. “Cadillac says there’s a way to save you. But it involves us being apart.”

          “How? Explain it to me.” He said with an urgent, yet gentle tone. Marium shrugged.

          “It’s actually quiet simple… depending on how long you can hold up.” Marium stated, turning so that she could see out the window next to the bed. “The local physician said that he has a friend that is famous for being the most talented doctor in all the land. He’s a recluse, or some such, but the doctor knows where we can find him.”

          “So we’re planning on splitting up into two groups, one to search out this world renowned physician, and the other to find all the components for the cure-potion he has to conjure. And… there is a problem. One person must stay with you.”

          Faede groaned, and rolled his eyes away from her. “I’m a burden… useless and dead weight. You should just leave me and go on with your mission.”

          “Don’t talk like that, Faede.” Marium said, sighing. She was feeling the unbearable pain begin to bloom inside her ribs from Faede’s agitation. “Calm down, you’re going to awaken that blasted pain again…”

          Faede took a deep breath, and tried to settle down. But he couldn’t help but feel… like trash. And he didn’t like resembling trash in front of the ones he loved. The one he loved…

          Stop that, idiot! Why can’t you realize, she’s still the enemy! And you’re only here for a specific reason, anyways. Why did you have to go and tie with her? Besides, all you’re doing is bringing the poor lovely more responsibility, and pain than she can bear… Then why doesn’t she resist the bond? Faede’s mind wandered on this topic a little too long, and the silence made Marium edgy.

          “Faede, what exactly are you thinking?” she asked, quietly. “I know what Altaire is thinking. Atleast, I used to, until I became tied to you. But now we’re losing the natural bond we used to share. I can barely hear his thoughts when he’s almost yelling them at me. You aren’t the same. It doesn’t seem like you want to share your life with someone. You don’t want to feel strange, new emotions that come from deep and trusting relationships.”

          After a moment, Faede sighed and closed his eyes, then wrapped his arms around Marium. “You’re wrong. I’ve wanted to feel these things all my life, but all I got in return for my hopes and dreams was a soul eating curse and a father that keeps me alive for one reason. To have a legal heir.”

          “After 13 years of disappointment, you tend to question when the real thing comes along. You kind of, lose hope. All of it, until you find something worth hoping for again.” He mumbled, voice tinged with an emotion Marium couldn't put her finger on. "About the plan. What are the groups?"

          “Hm. I think that I get to go with Cadillac to search for the Silver Cahlot’s lair, and Altaire’s gonna go get the doctor from his hiding place.” Marium said, trying to suppress a yawn. She was surprised to realize that she hadn’t felt the pain all night. “Are you scared, Faede?”

          The young man’s face had been almost impassive during most of the conversation. Finally, he shrugged. “Death… it is not a major issue for me. In fact, it is a fate I have been accustomed to. You should be as well, no one lives forever.” His harsh words burned themselves upon Marium’s mind, but she just nodded.

          “I suppose.” Was her reply. She abruptly rolled over, and faced away from the gloomy sorcerer apprentice. “Well, I’ve had enough reality checks tonight, mage. I’m going to sleep.”

          She couldn’t see Faede since she had her back facing him, but she could have sworn she heard him snicker at her words. “Don’t worry, you will have many more ‘reality checks’ during your time with me. Good night, Marium.”

          Across the room, in the other bed, Altaire was lying, still as a dead man, listening to the conversation with reluctance. She forgot. She destroyed our promise. How could she…?

          With a heart full of mixed emotions, Altaire fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

 

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